I was 14 and had been smoking weed and drinking since I was about 13. I then became friends with a girl in the year above me, she had a bit of a past, she was doing some pills one night and she looked like she was having a good time so I wanted to try them the next day we were trying to get hold of them but we couldn’t so instead we got some MDMA. I loved the feeling and the buzz you got off it. The next night we got some pills and loved the buzz even more.

It then became a regular thing every weekend we would have to get some pills or MD if not we would not go out and sit in and smoke weed. By this stage I had lost all my friends who I used to hang about with they all turned against me and I was getting in a lot of trouble at school and at home. It then turned to something I had to have if not I could not enjoy my self. We would go to parties and by then I was doing anything I could get my hands on, coke pills, MDMA, speed, methadrone and the worst was crack. By this age I was 14 I went down to 6 stone as the drugs would make me not want to eat. I was selling things for money just to get some pills.

One day I just decided I didn’t want to do it any more but it was harder than you think. Im now 16 nearly 17 and haven’t touched pills since I was 15 but I find it so hard now when someone offers me coke I will have to do it. I wish I had never said to myself I would only try it once just to see how it feels its not even worth it.